Adidas Predator exclusive for David Beckham
Who rules the world, hard workings? no, smart pants? no, its lazy boyz. What is that supposed to mean, I think we all know. Just be relax, dont try too hard or too lazy.
Lets get back my main job---reporting my life. Lately I have been living an peaceful life, the current task is to try to be physically healthy as soon as possible, because I am still not in a very good condition. I feel mentally damaged, just like something is wrong with my body and I can not figure out what it is. However, luckily I am going to cure the wound and heal myself, I am right on the track now. Good health condition is the basic for everything, thats what I learned from my horrible childhood and what I believe for ever. So health first, screw you money.
Actually, the reason why I want to talk about healthy body is not just I realized that years ago, but also a student in my hall died days ago, actually two days ago. It happened on the 5th floor which is 3 floors away from me. The reason has not been found yet, but I think it is more like the matter of safety than the matter of health, anyway, the consequence of both situation would be no difference. So no matter who you are, and where you are, whatch your back all the time. It is a scary world everywhere.
There has always been an question in my mind, do all the people who have never been abroad think that people who study abroad are living a much better life in foreign countries? It is an obvious answer for me, for us, but it's too dark for my others. Someone told me she had been thinking that my life in England was very good, I am quite depressed and disappointed by hearing that. Nonetheless, it is understandable that she would have that thoughts, because no one ever shows the real life of us to people in China. Aactually, they don't need to see, they don't to know, just remember the original life in China is truly what we want, thats where we belong to.
New year in Manchester is as boring as usual, even worse than in London. I really don't what to say, it's really meaningless to talk about the new year here, it's like a city of death and danger. So I prefer not talking.
I want to go back home so hard, but it is so difficult to struggle against the destiny, probably I still have to stay for another year, or two years, no one can tell. I have already lost something, and it seems Im going to lose more and more, thats the expense no one can avoid.
Today is Valentine's Day, this day is always like an eclipse for me, because the sun has never shine on this day so far in my life..... In the last part, I wanna say watch yourself, even its on Valentine's day.
